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06:08 pm
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letter to someone who wont see
what happened to the times where it actually seemed like you loved me and wanted me around? cuz from what ive seen lately, you dont seem like you want to be around me anymore. we havent hung out hung out just us in sooo long. all i get anymore is a half hour or less then you have to leave. it doesnt seem like were best friends anymore. you know before you used to always try to come over no matter what. late at night on ur way home, just to say goodnight. wed make plans, go to the beach go to the zoo, our little day trips. now, there is nothing. i guess youve jsut moved on to bigger and better friends. the ones that leave you laying there drunk on the grass at a quince...or the ones that fight with you over every little minut detail. god forbid you show a lot of attention to the one person who is always there...and will always be there. it hurts me so much to see that weve grown apart which is what you promised would never happen. but i guess in reality, your promise dont really mean shit cuz theyre hardly ever kept. oh well i guess.
i miss you...i miss us
Current Mood:  depressed
Current Music: goodbye my lover-james blunt
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08:14 pm
[Link] | about 2 weeks til hes gone.
idk what im going to do with out him
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09:36 pm
[Link] | idk whats wrong with me but since 3am last night i have not stopped crying. well, yea i have but ive been crying off and on all day long and i have no idea why. and i have a lot of homework due tomorrow including my take home midterm but i just cant find it in me to do it. ::sigh:: idk what to do.
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06:17 pm
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i want him to want me
so what do you do when you think you love someone, know you would do anything for them, love being with them, can't stand being apart, but know that you can never have them? or atleast that your chances are slim to none. i hate this
Current Mood:  sick
Current Music: i want you to want me
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05:03 pm
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i want him
i hate being so close to him yet not being close enough. why cant i just have wat i want for once?!
<3 kris
Current Mood:  confused
Current Music: sos...rhiana
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10:49 am
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venting bout my shitty year
so all in all this year fucking sucked ass. the good things that came from it blinded me and actually werent good at all. the people i met, the things i did, the people i lost everything sucked. i lost both my grandmas, i lost a lot of friends, and i had to come to a lot of relizations.
january- traci's 18th dinner party
february- grandma rosen dies. winter formal. i get fucking pink eye
march- eh i guess nothing exciting
april-prom
may-promotion at work
june-graduation. grad night. lose one of my dear friends to drama
july-jordans party. hanging with jordan and andrew. adams birthday surprise + his birthday surprise to me. my 18th
august- my sisters bday.college starts. met what i thought was my bestest friend in the world;ALEX. promotion at work
september- the best month with alex
october-pumpkin shopping with alex. sprain my ankle in softball.san clemente with alex
novemeber-met another great person who is becoming my best friend;David
december- xmas with grandpa. wisdom teeth out, and the horrible pain it brought with it. vegas tournament
those along with all the other drama were what consumed my year. you know, this year has made me realize more than ever that i can really trust no one. and its rediculous how horrible a person can make you feel. and how someone can tell you everyday how much they love and trust you but at the same time hide something that is very important in their life. and while everyone around you is telling you this secret, you confront them about it and they still deny it.
dropping me as a friend was one of the stupidest thing you could of done. i was ur friend for YOU. not cuz of the things you did for me. i wasnt ur friend cuz u drove me places took me to parties could get me drugs any of that like your other friends. those people use you. i never have.i was ur friend cuz of u and cuz i loved you. and i always will. and for u to drop someone who was there for u every second you needed me to be in every aspect is just the dumbest thing you could do. everything ur mom told u about me was true and u fucking know it. and for once in ur life you should of listened to her. all those late nights we shared are wasted now because your drug party clubbing getting laid ego has gotten in the way. and it makes me so incredibly sad knowing you dont love me as much as i love you.
how does it feel to know someone loves you so much and would give there life to you (which i pretty much have). and you couldnt give a fuck. you dont even know ur hurting me. thats the sad part. you somewhat do...but in reality, ur caught up in ur own life.
reguardless...know that i love you.
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: cant live*mariah carey
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07:25 pm
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my teeth hurt
so i got my wisdom teeth out on friday. 4 1/2 hours. my mouth hurts. the end
<3 kris
p.s did i mention MY MOUTH HURTS?!
Current Mood:  crappy
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06:10 pm
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im bored
so the only time i update anymore is when im bored shitless out of my mind. fun huh?!
lets see....right now im at my bff's house alex. hes changing before we go to dinner. elephant bar...mmmm good food.
so im being promoted again at jamba juice to a lead. which is pretty much a shift manager. yay me. more pay more responsibility more complaints. yay. lol
ok im pretty much done now...just wanted to say thank u to traci for always sending me subliminal messages in her lj posts ahhahahahaha we need to hang out soon buddy!!! movie night definitly soon! ok homie? ok its settled
<3 kris
Current Mood:  chipper
Current Music: salt shaker*ying yang twins
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01:00 am
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la la la la
yea so im bored. what the hell i'll update. so as of last thur (july 30th) im 18! wooo hooo. it was one of the best bdays ever. adam took me to a baseball game, then went to dinner, then i was surprised my christina and rudy for bowling. yay. my co workers took my out to roscoes chicken and waffles on thur night to celebrate. it was great.
"sergio's buff, but i do push ups" hahaha classic. yea so i guess my boredom is over cuz i dont want to update anymore... does anyone really read this that much anymore anyways? or has everyone just become a myspace whore (i know i have)
<3 kris
Current Mood:  hyper
Current Music: sunday morning* maroon 5
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09:48 am
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yay beach!
yay im goin to the beach if my effin dad will hurry the hell up. gosh! yay....get ready nay nay cuz we're gonna have fun!
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10:39 pm
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wooooopy
| How You Really Feel About Sex | Your desire is best described as scared.
You need 46 minutes of foreplay.
During sex, you feel exhilerating.
At orgasm, you think "Its Cold!".
At orgasm, you say "Oh Shit!".
Your ideal sexual experience is fast.
After sex, you'd like your partner to tell you "How Do U Feel?". |
How Do You Really Feel About Sex?More Great Quizzes from Quiz DivaCurrent Mood: bored
Current Music: mariah carey* we belong together
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10:41 pm
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its over
graduation was sad. seeing certain people in particular really killed me. my group, the green side, was awesome, we're the ones who started it with the beach balls thanks to taylor and ashley. it wasnt until after we threw our hats and i saw danielle run across the field at me that the tears started to come. but none fell luckily cuz that woulda sucked. grad night was fun too except the long ass walk at 5:30am to the bus. ugh. congrats all my fellow 05'ers!stay in touch
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Current Mood:  sad/tired
Current Music: Tearin' up my heart-n*sync
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06:44 pm
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things are almost good again
Your Seduction Style: The Charmer |
You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them! |
Current Mood:  tired
Current Music: cant live*mariah carey
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09:26 pm
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ahhh!
Your #1 Match: ISFJ
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The Nurturer
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. |
Your #2 Match: ISTJ
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The Duty Fulfiller
You are responsible, reliable, and hardworking - you get the job done.
You prefer productive hobbies, like woodworking or knittings.
Quiet and serious, you are well prepared for whatever life hands you.
Conservative and down-to-earth, you hardly ever do anything crazy.
You would make a great business executive, accountant, or lawyer. |
Your #3 Match: ESFJ
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The Caregiver
You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.
A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.
You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.
You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people.
You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher. |
Your #4 Match: ESTJ
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The Guardian
You're a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker.
Goals are important in your life, and you take many steps to acheive them.
You enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities.
Your high energy level means you are great at getting things done!
You would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective. |
Current Mood: confused
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09:28 pm
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"i wanna be 30 flirty and thriving"
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to good manners and elegance. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
the things mentioned about love and relationships is so true. im sad now. hold me ::sniffles::
Current Mood:  flirty
Current Music: oh* ciara
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03:41 pm
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prom 05'
prom was fun. it didnt feel like prom tho. but i had a lot of fun dancing and chillin with my friends. and i had some unfinished business some what cleared.
pix to come later
<3 kris
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: milkshake*kelis
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12:05 am
[Link] | i love random convos with certain people. lol.
im so bored im listening to spice girls.
their songs were really dirty lol
<3 kris
Current Mood: bored
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09:42 pm
[Link] | why cant things just come a little bit easy for me?
Current Mood:  aggravated
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10:25 pm
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scared shitless
amityville horror is fucking scary! and now im home alone with just my sister ....=( hold me. *sniffles*
Current Mood:  scared
Current Music: happy happy joy joy*ren and stimpy
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05:18 pm
[Link] | Your Stripper Name is: Ophelia
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